I WANT MY LOST STRENGTH BACK

 


Kerem would start the day by watching the sunrise in the morning freeze. He would take a walk, take a shower and dress cleanly.  He had graduated from a prestigious university and was now working for a well known company. The neatness of his life was evident even in his shirt cuffs.  He was working in Ankara, visiting his family in Konya periodically.

Kerem was the pride of the family, but it was not possible to hear about his career and salary from him. He had a very calm personality, spoke little but expressed himself very articulately. He never tried to exist with the name of the school he attended, the work he did, the places he visited, or his surname... He would cover up things to praise, his serenity would give you peace of mind. His family looked forward to his visits to Konya. When he went, he would meet his friends. At one of these meetings he met Eda. Eda was impressed by Kerem's relaxed, innocent and heavy demeanor. Kerem also liked Eda. Eda was a smiling, very sociable girl. Kerem started to come to Konya frequently. After a year of getting to know each other, they got married.


Kerem asked for a transfer and was assigned to Konya. He had given up his career in Ankara because he wanted to be in his hometown. Kerem's mother was very fond of her son. If she didn't see him for two days, she would resent both her son and daughter-in-law. Kerem couldn't say “We can't come” because it would be a shame, my mother would be upset and offended. Eda wanted to see her mother-in-law, but the excessive amount was damaging their relationship. They could not be a small family. Her mother-in-law was at the center of their every decision, every action. Eda said, “Enough is enough, can't we have a life? I can't make any plans, are we going to live like this forever? Your mother is at the center of our lives, that's why we can't make plans as a family.” Kerem agreed with Eda but he couldn't find the balance. He thought that if there were boundaries, it would upset his mother. He immediately closed the subject about his mother, bought gifts and made surprises for Eda to make her happy. However, Eda's complaints were increasing day by day. As if she knew where to hurt him, she kept her complaints on the agenda. Kerem's saying “You're right, but please try to manage it” was not a solution either, she would say “Of course I'm right, who would suffer!”. Eda's father, who had similar characteristics, was never on the agenda. Kerem felt upset about this situation but he didn't want to argue about it. When he brought it up, Eda would yell and scream and close the subject.

Eda was forgetting Kerem's gestures and remembering only his mistakes. It was as if Kerem only had flaws. What she could remember were always chaotic events. Eda's mother had even warned her daughter once. “He is handsome, generous, loyal to his home, he has no bad habits, he is a little fond of his mother, don't be ungrateful. Look, a calamity will happen to you, you are being cruel, my child.” Eda thought that she did not understand her and sulked with her mother for a month. No one could speak to Eda. Kerem was very tired, the more he lost strength, the more he did. No matter what he did, he could neither make his mother nor his wife happy. His mother was saying, “You've become ungrateful!” Eda, on the other hand, would bring her mother's mistakes in front of him. “Your relatives are giving me a hard time, you don't care about me...”

The Experiential Design Doctrine says, “Our choices determine how people treat us.”

One day Kerem explained his situation to his friend Enes. Enes was a solution-oriented, method-oriented person and listened to Kerem carefully. “My friend, mothers are the crown of our heads. But you have a core family now. If you can maintain a balance, you will all be happy. People are unhappy in relationships without definite boundaries. You should think about 'How can I establish a balance in the relationship, how can I protect our boundaries? Of course you know better what you need to do. With the right moves and patience, I hope your relationship will come to balance.”


Kerem had been thinking a lot about what his friend told him. First he would learn to set boundaries to establish a balance. He would direct his life with brand new decisions. He thought about what he had done because he could not strengthen himself. He became aware of the reason for his actions. He no longer wanted to do something because he could not strengthen himself. Since he started asking the right questions to life, he was getting closer to the right answers. He was slowly learning the right boundaries.

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Havva Ağırdil dedi ki…
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Ayşe Budak dedi ki…
One of the ways to maintain balance in our relationships is to set our boundaries well.
d.k. dedi ki…
“Our choices determine how people treat us.”
Eda dedi ki…
Your curiosity for unlimited life always causes us trouble. How can relationships be unlimited when height, opportunities, lifespan, everything is limited?
Figen Ekame dedi ki…
It is great to see that he accepts mentorship. Most of the people does not even ask to an expert about the solution…
Büşra S.D dedi ki…
We are unhappy in relationships without definite boundaries.